heyyy everyonee (:

 well. i know i havent been updating AT ALL. and for that, im sorry. but now that i am, i want to make this one different then any of my other ones. so here goes nothing.

   WARNING:this blog may be long and informative.

 Okay so, i recently realized that i havent really told any information about myself. i know the boundaries of internet information you should give out about yourself, but i havent given out any. and i just really want to share some stuff with you guyss, yaa knoww?

   About Me:

Well, im sure you all know (or maybe not) My name is Taylor. (aka tayy, taywer, tdgx3, taytay, etcccc haha) and i have 4 [biological] sisters and 5 stepbrothers. No, we dont all live in the same house. My parents got divorced when i was seven, and it was and still is hard. i have tons of issues and problems that i dont really tell people unless i really trust them. i dont really like to share my emotions, usually bottling them up until im on the verge of a breakdown. thats not good, i know. but i feel liek most of the time, im the only one who understands what im going through, and i know, that to some extent its true, but i also need to learn to open up and let people help mee. Im crazy. fun loving. the biggest dork ever. and i just try to live life the best i can. i have the most amazing friends and family in the worldd and i have no idea what i would do without them. I love to sing, talk, laugh, smile (:, hang out with friendss, danceee, and just bee crazyyy (: I try really hard to please everyone, and to make everyone happy, while on the other hand i have really low self-esteem and confidence and dont think very highly of myself. i am who i am, take it or leave it, and theres hard times, as there is for everyone but at the end of the day, im happy to be mee and i enjoy my life. end of story. and if you dont like me, thats too bad. (:

  soo yeah. there was no point to that, but to fill you in on stuff i havent told youu.  i would alsoo like to mention some people who have asked me and deserve to be inn hereee (:

-Georgieee! (: -Ashleyyy (: -Saraaaaa (: -Ellieee (: -Steviee (: -Jessicaaa (: -Jack (:

many others but those are right off the top of my head.

 okay well. ill talk to you all soon.

                       Peace♥ taylorrrr♥

july 8th (:

heyyy! well. sorry for not getting around to doing ANYTHING yesterday, but i was busyy (: busy with lifee. which is quite unusual for mee. haha. but anyways. i think this post is going to be short. theres nothing to say and i dont want to waste your time by reading a whole lot of nothingness, something you've been doing too often lately if you've been reading my posts.

DUN.DUN.DUNNAA!: HEAR THEE, HEARR THEE! haha. this is just a trial run. and these are not going to be good at all, but keep in mind, as the title of this update says i just thought of these right off the top of my head. so dont judge just yett (: ha kay thanks (:

-for once in my life, i felt so alive but now your gone, and the sunshine has turned to dark & i know i need to move on. but i just dont know where to  start.       

live.love.laugh.let go.move on ♥                   

 && you have to girlscout promise me you wont  b r e a k  my heart♥

i can still feel you all around me, haunting me, and reminding me of what could've been ♥

well thats it for right now. i bet theyre horrible but remember, its just right off the top of my head. thank youu (: byeee <3

 xoo. tayloooorr. <3